It's been a while since I wrote here… there was a whirlpool of things to do. I'm leaving and I've got a strong feeling that my life is going to absolutely change. I'm well aware of the fact that what I'm doing is a step to emptiness. Still I've never been as sure of what I do as I'm now.
My life has already changed at that very day I met him but then I didn't know about that. Now I can feel it with all my soul. My joy, моё солнышко, my only one. My love…
Mujhko khushi hai. ^_^ I even think that his presence in my life made me get rid of this work of mine. Now I'm not only feeling a real woman, I'm feeling alive… I'm feeling relief… and I know I respect myself, that's why I'm not going to stay at work that I hate, with an unjust chief.
I should mention though, that many people at work regret of my dismissal. And I also feel a bit sad parting with them, they're really nice human beings.
But still… I've got another way. I even don't know what it is, it's like walking on misty road. But I've got my love near and his hand in mine. Until that's so, I'm happy and determined. Until that's so, I'm not afraid of anything.
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