Yes, one of those that frequently come into my head without any previous notice. I was just thinking that the book “The Artist’s Way” by Julia Cameron has awakened the artist sleeping within me. Really. Now whatever I draw or paint I do that in some different way. I’m much more serious towards whatever I create nowadays. And at the same time whatever I do I do it in a bit playful mood… not to fancy too much ^_^
But this is not the main thing actually. The main thing is that… seems like thanks to that very book… now I can FEEL without fear. I wasn’t forcing events, I just let myself feel. I just let it flow like river flows. And now this river carries me into the open sea. And even that is not scary to me. Not anymore. Perhaps I’m like a sailor now… who’s been on a firm land for too long and is missing that very open sea. To feel embrace of waves and kisses of sun, to feel freedom and delight.
Maybe after some time I’ll be watching forward with strange grief, waiting to be the first one who’d shout “Land ho!”. But still that doesn’t mean I’m afraid of waves. I’m even eager to let them carry me. To experience everything, be it happiness or pain. To live in full.
I just want to live in full, to love wholeheartedly. Thank you that you exist.
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