What a strange feeling ^_^

Was rereading our letters written more than year ago. We were sharing much even then. But then we were friends… just friends! And now feelings differ so much. No, “differ” is not exact word, it’s just that they have become deeper and stronger. That’s how this love appeared. I think that was natural, such development of feelings. Though to me friendship doesn’t always imply its development into love… there should be some special circumstances. And there should be also a “spark” of which I always speak. Otherwise like QUEEN sang - “friends will be friends” ^__^  And I don’t agree when they say that a guy and a girl can’t be just friends. They can. But there can be at least 3 ways out - they remain friends, they stop being friends and part, they stop being friends and fall in love ^_^

I was rereading those letters. I looked at their dates and I thought - “then I couldn’t even think how much I’ll love him”, “and this was said exactly half a year before we started talking online", “and here I was wishing him to find his love”… I had a strange but great feeling. Really a magical one.

Everything has come by itself, I can’t even name the exact date or hour when I understood that I was in love - and nobody can for sure - I think I was slowly and gradually understanding that during April, and then that memorable 31st of May…I’m still having the feeling that everything was predecided. ^____^